Not giving up yet. THough local government officials would like to see me disappear

AAAARGH!!!!  - We are still not ahead, still behind.    We have had a bad year so far, due to bad feed.   But then we are not the only ones.   Our goats got hit with Toxoplasmosis, and we got hit with milk fever, etc.    So though we had a lot of babies born, very few survived,   Many were born premature.   We are still ploughing ahead, still no help from the Government, we are still trying.  If we could just get enough money together, to buy a place, to get some equipment even, we would be able to take at least one step forward, but it seems that there is such bad luck.  I've gotten sick myself from a flu, and of course, since we are still waiting on our tax refund, we don't have any milking machine, and thus, no goats got milked when I was sick.  I have had to turn people away because we have no milk to sell due to lack of equipment.    I wish some help would come, or that we would win the lotto.    My dream is to get this up and running and in turn help others, but again - its a dream - and nobody cares about the little goats, ! We also have a few cats which were dumped, about 3 dogs, chickens, ducks, as well as our 4 children!  So it would be nice.